You know why big brothers are born first? To protect the little ones that come after them.

-Ichigo Kurosaki-

So how about big sisters? Can they do the same?

That's selfish right? Well I do know nothing

I ofthen thinking "thanks god, this problem came when I'm going to leave this house"
That's selfish right?
Maybe I'm just fine with all of this. I'm gonna go to someplace that no one know about who I am, so no one will ask that stupid question about "what happened to bla bla bla..". And if someone really ask it, I think it will be easy to cover it up. No one will know that I'm lying, or no one will care.

And I think its good for my old woman. I know she's hurt by ending up like this, but it will be more painfull for her if they keep going on that..
Yeah, its okay after all..

But will that be the same with those two little jerk. Do they know what they're facing about?
When will they stop asking about our condition?
When will they understad?

Then, how are their feeling when the thruth come?
Will they sad?
Will they mad?
Will they hate...
Or will they become like 'that person'.
I hope no..

What will they do when someone ask?
Will they answered it clearly?
Will they kick everyone who asking?
Will they put a smile on their face and said "hi-mi-tsu"
Or will they act like nothing happened? Nothing to worried about..

Saa~ I do know nothing.

I'm just hoping that when the truth come they have been grow up, they already understand and know what is right and what is wrong.
We can't keep hiding it right?

and I hope someday we will be strong enough, strong enough to protect our self and something that realy precious to us.

Danshi Koukousei no Nichijou Live Action Official Trailer

finally..

Aaaaa!! can't wait minna!

Do You Know ONE OK ROCK?

Do you know ONE OK ROCK?

Eh, what is that? A scream community? A rock-crusher association? Fans of Avatar Roku? A kind of snack?

That is me at the first time my friend asked me about ONE OK ROCK. Don’t blame me for saying something like that, I really didn’t know who the hell they are. 

But now, ask me that question again.

Do you know ONE OK ROCK?

Yes! You know they’re really awesome. 

 

First time I hear their song was ‘The Beginning’, I feel like Aaaaaaa… Taka’s voice is very gentle but strong. It’s very emotional. I thought I can understand what is going on even I didn’t know the meaning of all those lyrics. The melody too, catchy. Then I see the music video. Awesome!

Well then, I start google-ing about them, downloading their song, watch their music video, their concert video, searching for the lyrics. How the lyrics can give you more than one meaning that essentially connect in some way or another. It’s beautiful... No, it’s wonderful . Finally I found myself has falling in love with them.

 Thanks to my friend who had told me about this awesome band!

This November their going to come to my country, Indonesia. But hiks.. hiks.. it seem like I can't go to watch their concert. Their going concert at Jakarta, and my city it too far away from Jakarta. With train it spend about 18 hour. Which is mean I have to sleep over at Jakarta about 3 days and get absent on my lecture, 36 hour at train around trip. Alone. I'm just moving so I don't have any friend, not yet. And like hell my parents will allow me T.T

So, someone please kidnap me, and take me to that concert...

Smiling Down

Time just left you behind
And I don't know why
How can I accept
Something I don't understand

ONE OK ROCK - Smiling Down